Who’s ready for this?

Called my psychiatrist-yeah baby!  I need sleep!  Amazing. 🤩 

I'm reading every text, every note!  

"Why does shit like this happen to the people that love life the most. I’m not worried about you. You give life hell everyday. You are like a cat, 9 lives. ❤️"

"When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds, and diamonds are made under pressure.” ❤️

& we wait. Petscan 4/27.....results, stage & treatment come 5/2.  I guess this part its called scanxiety.


so I wait.  But in the meantime, I play. Drink the margarita. Take the zanex. Eat sushi. Love bi & prepare my heart.